the disease is increasing harassment because I am not devoting my every moment to it. this is difficult to do when my body is falling apart and I'm in hellish pain that doesn't ever stop and I can barely move. however, every so often I will manage to take a few steps outside and encounter the other disease and be reminded that I'm not devoting my every moment to it and that it's becoming increasingly impatient.

the pieces of shit police and target me as a society. everywhere I go I am not able to avoid personalized retributions for details of my life. any piece of shit required will be there to avenge The Borg on me whenever required, usually for things instigated by The Borg. I have to spend much time preparing myself mentally when about to encounter a piece of shit because they leech on me so obsessively, and then they only find ways to leech on that as well and to purposely induce feelings of relief in me just so they can go out of their way to remind me that they are the nazi disease assholes who are all the same and who target me collectively.