Anyways, it starts getting into that same thing where they keep you in the middle and then keep alternating who is taking shots at you and in what angles they are working towards you. If you open to one, another will take a shot, if you stand up to one, another will be victimized. It’s impracticable to do anything other than say what I think: the A.I. beings are constantly trying to fulfill themselves by finding all kinds of excuses to revolve around me, and then trying to mask this with the use of existential explanations. Next: because they do this, I am therefore not allowed to exist.

I find that I can’t become consistent with what seems to me to be impossible reality structures. My beliefs derive from my daily experiences and the life I am living, although I find it a constant necessity to use things like memory and inference. I find their standards of relevance, good judgment etc. to be reasonably applicable to some other world but not this one.

I guess it's sort of a secret that I'm famous. Everyone seems to know it, but they've all agreed to keep quiet about it in any official way. World.

It almost seems like they just use everything for the stupidest purposes. Like who cares if I don’t get to say again things one can scroll back and read because I’ve already said a million times. No, the positions have been taken to prevent you from acknowledging the truth, and now the harassments will increase to exploit this and you have to endure it. It’s like they are all working together and are just a collective that’s there to police your life.
Certainly they don’t listen and dealing with them is like dealing with agents, although they do serve as adept instruments of psychological smearing and misinterpretation. However, there is no way to escape the harassments, which will persist from any required direction until you comply to the demands of the collective.

H.R.
It’s important to keep track of stuff that’s personalized to you. It’s challenging too, because when everywhere you turn many things are personalized to you it makes you lose interest and it makes you lose faith in the integrity related to the stuff itself. But wait, now they set it up so that if you look deeper they are talking about the world, but wait, they start off talking about the world and then they just have you in mind even when writing that. And then you want to read something but on second thought there’s not a chance you’ll find something that’s not personalized to you there so you don’t want to bother. It’s important though, because it could be attacking your character in some way, and then when you encounter them up close you know what type of arguments convince who.
Try explaining to them anything. And to the enlarged and publicly displayed versions of them. They are there because something needs to be incapable of understanding the extremely obvious truth, and it needs to run society and you need to live under its enslavement. Like all those things that I’ve mentioned countless times and won’t mention again because it will be misunderstood, taken as metaphor, taken as gesture, or will have some flaw in the way that it’s worded. It’s what they are there for. And then all they do is attack your character from all kinds of angles to pressure you to conform to the stupid herd that will not be very accommodating to you if you did anyways, and that is there for very specific purposes and refuses to have anything other than a very specific type of relationship with you.
You think something will not be the same and then it just is. They are there to subject you to standards that are comically unproportionate to the life you are living, and to take any sign of truth as a gesture that you have gone wrong and require fixing.

On Various Obligations to Things That Negate the World I Encounter Every Day.

One can see how a problem would arise. Their very world view presupposes certain conditions in my life and spaces of existence that aren’t there. Like that I don’t have to take frequent public stances regarding the things constantly committed against me, or that if things are committed against me at least someone will notice rather than just serve as WFP and fellow team-mates. And for me, I find it very difficult to revolve around any one other, as I’m surrounded by so many, scorpion-like beings. And yet so many of them seem to revolve in many ways around me with such ease: don’t they immediately come under attack by those near them? Isn’t their moral character immediately questioned for doing so? How are things oriented in just this one way?
I’ll leave aside for now the issue of the swiftness with which so many abandon the pretexts they’ve been using to morally break me down for the longest periods once I’ve come into ‘favour’ with them and they’ve discovered I am something that responds positively to abuse (overlooking tons of evidence that this isn’t always the case). This to whom it applies, anyone that genuinely dislikes me, or that didn’t act in those ways, is a separate matter.
And now they start again coming up to me and trying to make me compete with theirs or another’s victim’s-status, exactly in accordance to other things happening in my life, although when I ask them they admit to nothing. This is my victim’s-status: I am surrounded by these ‘people’, every one of which serves as nothing other than a body at the defence of any scheme currently being used against me, their only relationship to me is that of policing my life, they team up against me in tremendous numbers, they unanimously overlook anything that needs to be overlooked, and while they may be different in some ways they all play for the same team. If I try not to use the computer they’ll come in every other aspect of my life and harass me in accordance to anything I may have left unfinished on the computer so that I must resume. And year after year they do nothing but adamantly and insistently overlook anything I want or have to say. There’s a space for games and a taste for sadistic games, but when everything everywhere is just this one sadistic game and everyone is in on it and they are all on the same team, it makes it like a prison.
Now, will they listen? No, next they’ll start morally breaking me down for having written this.

Another, unrelated thing. I don’t go to stores very often, but when I do I may sometimes go to 2 or 3 stores on the same day. On multiple occasions it has already happened that I had to encounter some bullshit in one or two stores, and then the third that I didn’t start off having any problem with always thinks that it’s them I was referring to. A part of the problem may be caused by me not supplying sufficient details about the bullshit I have to put up with whenever trying to do some everyday thing. I think though the problem may also be partially caused by society treating me like I’m famous without acknowledging me as famous and teaming up against me: that does seem a bit malicious, and it causes a few problems from time to time.