It’s fucking pathetic, they just tell me what I am and am not allowed to do regarding every detail of my life, they tell me what I am and am not allowed to do in privacy, they work on driving me out of anywhere I go, and they just police me as a society. They’re a disease and they don’t ever change.

They tried to convince me for a while that I deserve it that if I’m down large masses so happen to always want to kick, and it worked for a while. But that’s just the way it’s always been, and what they’ve always done. They find a way to knock you down, and then large masses are employed to ensure that you will not be permitted to question authority or to stand up to anyone while you are taken advantage of. If your confidence is required they’ll make fun of you, if someone is making fun of you in sadistic ways, they’ll participate, if you are taken advantage of by authority figures they’ll treat you like an authority figure so that you can’t question authority, if you let down your guard they’ll harass you. They try to blind you from this and convince you that you deserve it whenever they think they can, but when things go to shit you always find yourself being preyed on by the same society of disease.

everywhere I go I am harassed and targeted by society.

It seems that I am now out of favour with the pieces of shit that police me as a society, although they still keep overlooking every crucial point as if these were nothing, and proceeding in the enforcement of impossible reality structures. They also often expect me to work myself in some way into a society that’s targeting me and doesn’t allow me any space to live. And when I try to accommodate their relentless psychological campaigns of censorship because these were just not going away, they only become more coercively involved in my life and police it more closely.

the pieces of shit regularly harass me everywhere I go and police me as a society. they shun everything I do, but they happen to know me everywhere I go. others I deal with don't allow me to question a society wherein this happens, because they are pieces of shit too.

the pieces of shit harass me everywhere I go, target me as a society, police my life as a society, and team up against me as a great big herd. They do not allow me to be anywhere or to do anything, and then subject me to the standards of someone that has somewhere to go. They force me to devote my every moment to them in ways on which they can leech, and very quickly revert to their default nazi-asshole mode when I don’t. they speak of some bullshit propaganda society when convenient, they quash dissent, and they systematically go after my every freedom. They do not hear, they do not see, they do not remember, but they are always there to police my life, and although they shun everything I do, they happen to know me everywhere I go.

Today I had to face increased targeting, and so I am writing about it today. It always seems that increased targeting coincides with bad times for me to stand up for myself, but I am not assured that there will ever be a time when I am welcome to stand up for myself.

the pieces of shit constantly harass me. every one of them will tell me that it doesn't happen, and if I buy into it they immediately increase harassment.

the rapist pieces of shit constantly police my thoughts and my activities by corresponding abuses.

Everywhere I go I am unable to avoid harassments by the population, and special treatment and harassment in any place I walk into. Everyone happens to know me everywhere, and they shamelessly police and target me as a society. These pigs are a disease and I wish they would die.

I had dared to address them as though they are reasonable, and now they are becoming ever more abusive and policing my every thought and every activity ever more closely. and sure enough, every effect of anything they coerce will just be used against me in the manner of a virus. these pieces of shit, I wish they would die.

the pieces of shit relentlessly police my thoughts and my activities by corresponding abuses of my senses. this has the effect that I cannot listen to them or listen to myself. they do this year after year.
in their presence or reach, I must do nothing other than be conscious of my every thought and ensure not to think any thoughts that present any problems and can precipitate any punishments. when speaking I must do nothing other than contradict every lie they tell, or else suffer further punishments (which only destroys critical thinking as one must say things rather than think them and is allowed no distance between what one thinks and what one says - to those who are coercive, manipulative, and tell only lies).
then they also exploit and recontextualize every problem created by this.

the pieces of shit obsessively abuse my senses, do this in great excess, in large numbers, over long periods, and use this to police and to cripple everything in my life all the time. and everywhere I go they treat me like the one who it is understood is being targeted by society and who it is understood is not permitted to be anywhere or to do anything.

the pieces of shit harass me everywhere I go, police me as a society, and police my every move by means of relentless conditioning and torture which they increase whenever I'm doing anything they don't want to allow me to do. these pieces of shit police my life and are a disease.

and whenever standing up to the pieces of shit they somehow only find this an excuse to increase a hundredfold their coercive involvement in my life and to inflict brutal retributions on me for any instance of trying to be reasonable with them in any way. there is no hope of them ever having the capability to understand anything, and they again and again prove to be absolutely nothing other than just disease.

the pieces of shit constantly police my thoughts, inflict punishments on me for thoughts that I think, and become collectively involved in coercive ways in every detail of my life and in everything I do.

the disease is increasing harassment because I am not devoting my every moment to it. this is difficult to do when my body is falling apart and I'm in hellish pain that doesn't ever stop and I can barely move. however, every so often I will manage to take a few steps outside and encounter the other disease and be reminded that I'm not devoting my every moment to it and that it's becoming increasingly impatient.

the pieces of shit police and target me as a society. everywhere I go I am not able to avoid personalized retributions for details of my life. any piece of shit required will be there to avenge The Borg on me whenever required, usually for things instigated by The Borg. I have to spend much time preparing myself mentally when about to encounter a piece of shit because they leech on me so obsessively, and then they only find ways to leech on that as well and to purposely induce feelings of relief in me just so they can go out of their way to remind me that they are the nazi disease assholes who are all the same and who target me collectively.

the pieces of shit become coercively involved in my activities inside my house and increase every kind of harassment when I am not devoting my every moment to them. these occur at very specific and unignorable times and I am certainly very heavily policed. however, every single thing they do interferes with their denial of every single thing they do, and so once I do say something about it I have to also anticipate getting attacked by pigs when going outside, because they also happen to know me everywhere I go.
they don't allow me many freedoms at all, and every detail of my life creates very massive problems, because that's what happens when pieces of shit are policing your life.

and it just never fucking ends. the pieces of shit do not ever leave me alone and insist on istigating every kind of bullshit at every opportunity. then, masses of pieces of shit have to also inflict retributions on me for the things they themselves insist on. they are made to look like people, and I have to be under the constant impression that it's people that are treating me in these ways, and then calling themselves many wonderful things, and just no one having any problem with any of this. they constantly do all kinds of things to intensify the pain inflicted and to mask the targeting they insist on in ways that will intensify it. there is absolutely never an instance of me being able to encounter a piece of shit without it leeching on me in some sadistic way. they police my thoughts and my emotions in the names of the stupidest things and just prey on me at every opportunity.
every so often it's also that time when large masses of pieces of shit decide that they will no longer tolerate that you should exist. all your efforts over all that time and reactions to the ways they've been treating you for all those years, just amount to nothing, and the pieces of shit are still just the pieces of shit they were in the first place. you cannot go anywhere or do anything, and everyone you encounter is just the same. then they even treat you as if you have somewhere to go, and use this as an excuse to further restrict your movements and your freedoms.

and of course there is never a single instance of me being able to go outside without some bullshit being instigated by the pieces of shit. they are made to look like people, but they are just these pigs that are there to team up against me and police my life. they never ever seem to get enough of it, and there is nowhere I can go to avoid them and they are all the same everywhere.

or they do all kinds of things and then make it look like I did it and then converge on me (in the past they had converged on me, in the present I anticipate them converging on me). I'm the one that tends to get attacked whenever anything ever happens.

now they just keep doing every single thing I write every single time. they relentlessly stalk me and I don't know how to get them to leave me alone and so I write about it, and then every single thing I write they do again because I wrote about it.

and sure enough, the pieces of shit police my thoughts. the instant I mention anything about it they vehemently attack me in masses for trying to deceive them, and then the instant my thoughts need to be policed they immediately determine how every detail of my life will be going and how they'll be treating me in accordance to my thoughts. the things on the street try to use their personal relationships with me to restrict every freedom in my life, and try to make me forget that they'll never actually admit knowing who I am and will themselves use it against me if I mention anything about it. everyone else is the same.

they pretty much spend long periods of time breaking your confidence and using it against you that you conduct yourself towards them in ways which are consistent with what they are and the things they relentlessly insist on. at any time they can call themselves anything and use this for such purposes. sure enough, the instant you let down your guard in any way, they immediately collectively take advantage of you in every way they can.

and of course I can't go outside and avoid bites and pieces of shit exploiting every possible situation and using any detail of my life as an excuse to increase their jurisdiction and to watch me more closely. they are just these pieces of shit that relentlessly stalk me and police my life.

they always ensure that things can't just go well and they need to instigate some fascist bullshit. if I get along with any part of the collective, they'll ensure that anohter part will instigate some fascist bullshit that will require me to respond, and my response will then be regarded as a betrayal of any part of the collective that I wasn't addressing, which will naturally take the side of the collective and inflict retributions on me and make its business things that aren't its business. it's a problem that they're a collective, and a bigger problem that they're in denial about it, and often attack me as a collective if I acknowledge them as a collective, as well as if I stand up to any member of the collective.

whatever I do in my life, they are already coercively involved in it and using it for purposes of torture and insisting on this and allowing nothing else. there is nothing I can do in my life without them already being coercively involved in it and using it for purposes of torture, and almost everything I do I do in the first place because they never leave me alone for a second. then, whenever required, they just switch the context and attribute to me everything they relentlessly insist on.