Internet.

Some things seem self-explanatory and acts of self-determination seem justified but then you learn that in the midst of all their insincerity there are these semi-sincere demands for you to fall in line, succumb to the irrational and manipulative – or else.
Things directed or partially directed at me on the internet are one example. The things that insist on never mentioning me explicitly and then in seriousness expect me to continue basing much on these things which will later ‘never have happened’ and will set me up. And when you think it’s definitely a joke it’s not exactly and when encountering the team at large you won’t avoid harassments and coercions no matter where you go, like it’s a prison-establishment and you can’t escape it and you have to live by the rules of the prison even if these seem insane to you.
Things on the internet addressing themselves to me: no different from many other things on and not on the internet addressing themselves to me: things you sort of don’t respond to because no one will actually acknowledge in the end that it has anything to do with you and it will be meddled with whatever alibi-context and set you up and then this too will be enforced with seriousness.

Words can be defiant and cathartic at times. If those around you are completely deaf and insane they start worbling and laboring their way out of your mouth though. And it’s like they impose a regime and you now have to work in an imposed context and point out things they set up for you to point out and remain relevant to the confines of the context: in ideas, and more importantly in behaviour. And it’s the most obvious distraction-context. But if you experience hesitation due to lapses in logic on their part or the separation of objects of consciousness on yours, the pushes and coercions will not be limited to just things on the internet that you can choose to read or not to read, although will include these.
And if I go for about a week without writing something it becomes very unpleasant to walk into any public place or interact with most ‘individuals’. Do they have to constantly write things on the internet themselves? Most seem to value their own privacy very dearly. What do you say to them? There is a collective-based relationship they would like to establish, and things they can’t register and would like to not register with more assurance. And so they’ll find a strong voice that will initiate the desired attitudes, and then everyone will follow suit because they’re just a stupid herd and it’s now by all measures ok.

This is written for… wait, it’s just prison walls on all sides. Logic has been triumphantly overridden and it’s all downhill from here. Once they oblige you to something everyone gets to get their coercions and nozzles in on the side with as many of them as possible immune from response, and before you know it they are policing your life and telling you what you are and are not allowed to do.