They tried to convince me for a while that I deserve it that if I’m down large masses so happen to always want to kick, and it worked for a while. But that’s just the way it’s always been, and what they’ve always done. They find a way to knock you down, and then large masses are employed to ensure that you will not be permitted to question authority or to stand up to anyone while you are taken advantage of. If your confidence is required they’ll make fun of you, if someone is making fun of you in sadistic ways, they’ll participate, if you are taken advantage of by authority figures they’ll treat you like an authority figure so that you can’t question authority, if you let down your guard they’ll harass you. They try to blind you from this and convince you that you deserve it whenever they think they can, but when things go to shit you always find yourself being preyed on by the same society of disease.