On Various Obligations to Things That Negate the World I Encounter Every Day.

One can see how a problem would arise. Their very world view presupposes certain conditions in my life and spaces of existence that aren’t there. Like that I don’t have to take frequent public stances regarding the things constantly committed against me, or that if things are committed against me at least someone will notice rather than just serve as WFP and fellow team-mates. And for me, I find it very difficult to revolve around any one other, as I’m surrounded by so many, scorpion-like beings. And yet so many of them seem to revolve in many ways around me with such ease: don’t they immediately come under attack by those near them? Isn’t their moral character immediately questioned for doing so? How are things oriented in just this one way?
I’ll leave aside for now the issue of the swiftness with which so many abandon the pretexts they’ve been using to morally break me down for the longest periods once I’ve come into ‘favour’ with them and they’ve discovered I am something that responds positively to abuse (overlooking tons of evidence that this isn’t always the case). This to whom it applies, anyone that genuinely dislikes me, or that didn’t act in those ways, is a separate matter.
And now they start again coming up to me and trying to make me compete with theirs or another’s victim’s-status, exactly in accordance to other things happening in my life, although when I ask them they admit to nothing. This is my victim’s-status: I am surrounded by these ‘people’, every one of which serves as nothing other than a body at the defence of any scheme currently being used against me, their only relationship to me is that of policing my life, they team up against me in tremendous numbers, they unanimously overlook anything that needs to be overlooked, and while they may be different in some ways they all play for the same team. If I try not to use the computer they’ll come in every other aspect of my life and harass me in accordance to anything I may have left unfinished on the computer so that I must resume. And year after year they do nothing but adamantly and insistently overlook anything I want or have to say. There’s a space for games and a taste for sadistic games, but when everything everywhere is just this one sadistic game and everyone is in on it and they are all on the same team, it makes it like a prison.
Now, will they listen? No, next they’ll start morally breaking me down for having written this.

Another, unrelated thing. I don’t go to stores very often, but when I do I may sometimes go to 2 or 3 stores on the same day. On multiple occasions it has already happened that I had to encounter some bullshit in one or two stores, and then the third that I didn’t start off having any problem with always thinks that it’s them I was referring to. A part of the problem may be caused by me not supplying sufficient details about the bullshit I have to put up with whenever trying to do some everyday thing. I think though the problem may also be partially caused by society treating me like I’m famous without acknowledging me as famous and teaming up against me: that does seem a bit malicious, and it causes a few problems from time to time.